YOU HAVEN'T FUCKING DONE ANYTHING! IF YOU HAD I WOULD TELL YOU! SO LEAVE ME ALONE. im not in the mood for your bullshit. 

mask

leave the mask behind. we can see through it. you aren't fooling anyone. i beg you, just put it down, let us see you for you.  let us see your beautiful smile, let us see your eyes that are holding so much pain. You cant change who you are, so stop trying to hide behind your falseness.

shooting stars.

i had dream last night that you came back to me. please do?

lifey lifey lifey

life is a funny thing. one minute you feel as though you are on top of the world, next minute you are contemplating why you are even still here? if I've learnt anything about life, it is that when you smile and look at the positives, its actually ok. you actually enjoy yourself, the longer you dwell in the 'what could have beens' and the 'cant believe i did thats'  the longer you see life as worthless. so live life, laugh with your friends, cry when you need to but most of all love life and live it with a content heart.

could you marry me or something?

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i should probably delete that song. 

because sometimes we have to lose ourselves completely to truly find who we are. we have to dig deep and look hard into our souls, to find what really is in our hearts. and when you look into her eyes, you will see she is trying so hard to find who she is, to find who she wants to be. she would do anything to get him back, even though she knows its impossible, she still dreams. And every night when she cries herself to sleep and all she wants to do is let go and never wake up, she thinks of why she is still here, why she hasn't pulled the trigger. because sometimes while your looking for yourself you don't realize but you have been yourself the whole time, you just needed some reassurance.