a thing called love

so, ive found myself head over heals in love with you. even when it feel like we are falling out of love, we are falling more in love. i never knew i could trust someone so much, i never knew that someone could make me so entirely happy. You are the reason i smile, and i know it sounds cheesy and super lame, but i really do feel this way for you.All the little things you do remind me of why i love you, like how you love to put your nose in the crease of my neck, and how you think i cant see you watching me. i cant wait to have a family and be married to you, then my life will truly be complete. i cant imagine me without you. thank you for putting up with all my shit and believing in me when no one else did. thank you for never letting me go and fighting for me when i just want to be left alone. thank you for breaking down my walls and ensuring me that everything is going to be ok, because without you, it wouldn't be. The reality is, even when im not trying, i catch myself thinking of you, thinking about your smile and laugh. please promise me that you will never let me go? please promise that we will share this bond forever?

time of the year

you leave us tomorrow. its the end of your schooling life and your going on the do bigger and better things. i will miss you so much. please think of us when you are away.

dumb,stupid,lame

as you can see. we are pretty sexy ;)

cupycakes,

thank you for my cupcake. you made my day.

our love

nothing could mean more to me.

you

i wish that you would see how beautiful you are. how you shouldn't need to impress boys to be seen? you have an amazing personality and behind that 'smile' i know you are dying inside. take a breath, sit down, remember who you are for a while, because no one does you better than you.

yeah you, you beautiful girl

i cant remember when i first met you. but i do remember all the memories we have had together. you understand me and  i can trust you. you are like sunshine when you laugh, its an honor to be in your presence. i love you.

Nana,

someday it would be nice to hear your voice again. i miss it. someday it would be nice to feel your warmth again. i miss that too. but most of all i miss your laugh, your smile you kiss on my head. its hard because day by day i start to forget the feelings, i forget what it was like, and i don't want to. i just want you to come back. back to where you belong. here. with me. i think of you everyday. i miss you everyday. it hurts because i cant change a damn thing. i love you nana. i always will.

being dicks

is the best therapy in the world. ;)

having a bad day?

the simple thing to do, just laugh it off.

when i can't find you. i close my eyes and hope you will find me. 

today

was a good day.

dear best friend,

its been five years. not once have you ever let me down. you are my sister i never had. i can tell you everything, every detail about myself and know that you would never judge me. you know me better than i know myself. we are going to die old together and no matter what, even when you don't want me to, i will love you.

my smile.

did you realize that the only reason i am still holding on, is because of you. never would would i have known how much of an impact you would have on me.  i adore. you. no words do you justice.