you said that was it?

you tell yourself that it wont happen again, that your not into that whole scene. quite clearly you are. you complain about your friends doing it. its not like you say no to it either. please think about it. is is really worth it? are you really going to have that much fun. your changing. and its not a good change.

Your lame friends,

so i get it. they don't like me. i get that they think its funny to say lame things about me and joke on my personal pages. i get that. i get that they are jealous and haven't taken the time to get to know me. i get that. but what i don't get is how you have put a stop to them? they are your 'friends'. It would be nice if you put your pride aside and protected me. you seem to protect them when i have something to say about them? so why cant you do the same for. me. Is it because you are afraid that they will start being dicks to you too? or maybe its because you don' t want to fight with them. well how about, you stick up for me and realise, they are not friends! why do you waste your time trying to impress them and never be off side with them? lets see if you can, for once, see my point of view and care enough to do something about it.

make a wish

happy days

Ive been so much happier lately. i don't know if its the summer breeze or the fact that my summer is just starting. but broken friendships have been repaired and weak friendships have become stronger. i have fallen more in love with him and we are happier than ever. i don't want this feeling to go away.

i think theres more to you

than what you let on. kinda sucks butt.

YOU HAVEN'T FUCKING DONE ANYTHING! IF YOU HAD I WOULD TELL YOU! SO LEAVE ME ALONE. im not in the mood for your bullshit. 

mask

leave the mask behind. we can see through it. you aren't fooling anyone. i beg you, just put it down, let us see you for you.  let us see your beautiful smile, let us see your eyes that are holding so much pain. You cant change who you are, so stop trying to hide behind your falseness.